Currently balling my eyes out 😭 in my job's bathroom because AF is due tomorrow (6/2/2017)  but I'm starting to spot. I was so sure of this month being THEE month! I had many symptoms, including heartburn, stuffy nose and a mild sore throat since 6 dpo. I am currently feeling a little nauseous but I guess I am out because I'm spotting. I am on the verge of a breakdown. I don't know what to do anymore. I try not to think about it but how can you not think about something you desire the most in the world?? Trying to cope with it is hard, especially when I have no known fertility issues. I feel like God has forgotten about me and every other women who are TTC. As much as I want to say don't give up, keep trying and praying, and have faith, I know it's really hard to do. I'm so discouraged but I'm working on waiting on God to bless my DH and I with our bundle of joy. Have a good weekend to you all. (Sorry for the rant. Just wanted to put it out there. Can't share it with my husband to not upset or worry him).