Oh let's see... I've been fat shamed 2 times by my OB now ever since I told her we were trying to conceive. I've had more problems ovulating than I care to count and she REFUSES to help me because I'm a little heavier....and now in just the last few months I've had three friends announce they are pregnant with TWINS and at least two with one. One of those announcements was yesterday along with finding out my sister is finally pregnant after her 4 year long struggle of ttc. She was about to put a deposit down on <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> today, too. I was happy when my mom told me... but I feel guilty that deep down I wasn't jumping for joy. A little piece of me felt jealous and wanted to cry right then and there. I know I haven't tried as long as she has or half the people on here... I'm not looking for you to bash me or make me feel sorry because someone on here is bound to have a leftover bitter taste lingering on their tongue. I'm just really in limbo and need someone to lean on. You ladies are all I've got because I don't want to crush my mommma's and my sis's happiness because of my own bitter taste.