Loosing Hope

I'm probably not even pregnant recently just getting off birth control it has me all over the place. My period is a week late I have an appointment next week at the hope center to take a test for my second week missed I'm loosing all my hope to start a family everyone around me including friends and family think I'm most definitely pregnant and it makes me smile that they all believe in this and I so love when he rubs my tummy like this when he's sound asleep because as long he has hope I'll try to have some too but all these negative are starting to bring me down 💔