Abortion cost

So I messed up..i am in need of an abortion. I want to keep this from my family who i live with considering I am already a single mom of an almost 2 year old. Currently not working due to i had to quit my last job to pay more attention to my daughter who is being observed and tested for autism. I don't even know where to begin this process..who to call for information. I live in el paso tx. How much this will cost me..im very scared right now. I cannot have another child considering when I gave birth to my first child I almost died a very certain death. It was a miricale either of us had made it..please any information would be so helpful and I ask you to please not judge..