I found out I was pregnant on Wednesday. Now we're having an ...abortion on this Wednesday. I'm beyond heart broken everyone who knows me knows all my life all I ever wanted to be was a mom. However we cannot afford a child at this time. I'm engaged and buying a home with him soon. I have to stopped crying in 3 days barely out of bed. My world is falling apart. My fiancé is so worried about my safety as I have been having panic attacks over this. I feel sick to my core, I never thought I'd be here in this position. Can anyone offer me some thoughts about how I can get thru this?