Another Miscariiage..

Went to the ER yesterday because I thought I was having abdominal pains from constipation and had vomited then a fever came out of nowhere while waiting to be seen. Fever spiked up to 103.3 in between the hours of 11am and 330pm and was rising. Around 4pm on Friday, June 2nd, my love and I were told that the ultrasounds couldn't find a heartbeat and our baby didn't make it. We had just saw a heartbeat three days prior... We were looking forward to being parents so badly.. Now I'm in the process of recovering from surgery and today I woke up in my bed and when moving to get comfortable I rubbed my belly thinking I was still pregnant for a second... Words cannot describe how painful this is.. RIP my sweet prince or princess, I will forever look for you amongst the stars.