I am newly pregnant and have had 2 losses. One at 18 weeks and one born at 35 weeks and lived for two hours. We were waiting to tell our family. And while I was I'm the phone with my mom, it just slipped and I told her. I am feeling so bad! I feel like because I told someone I "jinxed" it. I know it sounds crazy and I don't know why I feel like this. I just dont want my mom to worry and I know she will. Just like I am. But I am staying positive and praying for a healthy baby!

I just wish I could shake this regret of telling her!