update on my MMC.

Its been two weeks since my miscarriage, 3 weeks since I found out something was wrong, and 6 weeks since my babys heart stopped beating. I've been able to go on about my life - go back to school, work, and even find time to go out, but not a day goes by where I don't think of the little one I never got to hold. My heart drops everytime I see a baby, a pregnancy announcement, and I get so angry at myself for immediately thinking of my little one and how I lost him/her. Being young, going through pregnancy, and miscarrying is a lot to go through. I feel like I'll never have enough love for another baby, and thats what scares me. I was so in love with the thought of having my own, that once it was taken from me, I feel like my love was taken away as well. I don't like to think of my miscarriage much, but I figure I'd rather share my honest thoughts with women that have gone through it. I seem to have put everything in the back of my mind and I feel emotionally stable, it's just a sensitive subject. I honestly don't know where I'm going with this... just wanted to post an update 🤷🏽‍♀️