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am I enough now?

I worked so hard in school to get the best grades and stay out of trouble. I was the first person in my class to tie my shoes and spell my name. Am I enough now for you to want me mommy?

I never went to parties, I studied day and night. I made the deans list and honorable mention every year. Am I enough now for you to accept me daddy?

I woke up and answered the phone every time your life was getting stressful, even when it was 3am. I went to places I wasn't comfortable in just so you wouldn't have to go alone. I'd drop everything in a moment to be there for you. Am I enough now for you to be the best friend I need too?

I gave you everything. I gave up my school, my career, my hopes and dreams to support your dreams. I gave up my family and friends for you. I put your needs before mine time and again. I spent every penny I had to try and prove my love to you. I exhausted all of my energy trying to be the perfect wife to you. Am I enough now for you to live for me like I live for you?

When will I be enough? Why can't I escape this vicious cycle?

Diary of a broken soul...

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