I made it 9 months

Hi all. Today has been a very emotional day for me. I work a couple nights a week and I wasn't able to build a supply so I had to buy formula today. So know feeding your child is best but I am going to miss our time together. I know it's for the best but I still feel guilty. Even tho I know I shouldn't because formula is just fine, if my better because he needs more. Just venting. Thank you for listening