this will be my 5th cycle.

I had a missed miscarriage in February. I was 16 weeks my baby only measured 9 or 10 weeks.. I've been hoping we would be pregnant again by now but that doesn't seem to be happening... I'm starting to think it's not Mr that's the cause for us not conceiving... but SO won't get tested. Completely refuses to see if he has a low sperm count or more of the abnormality that caused the miscarriage in the first place.

I'm getting so frustrated... it's starting to make me rethink the relationship...

I pray to god that I get pregnant soon. Because I feel so empty....

My baby was due the 27th of July the closer we get to the due date the more helpless I feel.