I've gotta vent some girls...please bear with me cause this ain't easy....

I've been seeing/dating this guy for almost 2 years. We met thru a social media site, talked a few weeks & he asked me out. First date was great. We spent over 4 hours in the parking lot of the restaurant just talkin & getting to know each other. He didn't kiss me until the 3rd time I saw him and whoa baby!! If I hadn't been leaning against my truck, my butt woulda hit the ground!!

Over the next few months, I'd meet him for lunch, we'd go out at night to eat, I went with him one weekend to pick up a van that he & his partner bought (he & his nephew own a car resoration shop), went to Texas with him to deliver an engine and New Year's Day, he took me with him to his family holiday gathering. I don't know when it happened, but somewhere along the way I fell in love with him but I never told him so. Do I regret it? Not so much anymore.

Lately the time we spend together is few & far between. It's been over a month since we went out and two weeks since I've seen him. I know his job keeps him busy & up until a few months ago, we were going out at least once a week & I'd see him at least 3 times a week. He'd text me every morning before I woke up, off & on during the day, and he'd ALWAYS text me goodnight. He hasn't been doing that lately & the last time we were together he didn't act right...like something was bothering him. I asked him more than once if anything was wrong & he said no every time.

I got a letter in the mail yesterday. It wasn't signed but it was from a man that says he knows me and telling me that my "boyfriend" has been on a dating site & they sent pictures. Apparently this guy has set up a profile for his mother or sister & he was checking the messages or something & my boyfriend came up in her matches. Y'all...I thought I was gonna be sick when I read that letter & saw the pictures. Yes, it's my boyfriend's pictures & all his info.

When he texted me this morning, I almost said something to him. I didn't cause I know he was working & I'm not gonna break up with him in a text, so I'm gonna write him a letter. He told me yesterday that we'd go out soon, but that could mean this week, next week or next month. I usually spend the night with him when we go out & he leaves me in bed when he leaves for work the next morning. I haven't been in this type of situation since I was as a teenager!! I know he'll deny it but pictures don't lie. I don't regret the time I've been seeing him, I just wish he would've been honest with me from the start.