cycle buddies

Ash
My names Ashley I'm 23 turning 24 in October have been with my boyfriend for 4 years. I've been told it'll be hard for me to get pregnant because of the shape of my uterus and I gave up for awhile. My boyfriend and I talked and I told him I want to try again. I am on cycle day 6 spotting still after my period I bought up spring fertility , premama and pregprep yesterday as well as ovulation strips. I'm really hoping this will be my year. I was told the premama might not be for me so I probably won't do that one but just really hoping it happens. I had a Babyshower 2 weekends ago and broke down after I left because more than half the ladies were pregnant or just had a baby then I found out two of my cousins were pregnant. So I just went home and cried. This past weekend I went to my cousins Babyshower and my friend told me about her break down and that her sister said if she can't she would carry for her. But all of that made me have hope again. I don't smoke I only drink socially. I definitely would like some lady friends with the same issues.