I'm not super close with my Dad, he left for army when I was four and my mom and him divorced. I'd see him several times a year to once a year and then maybe every few years after that. We talk sometimes for like.. holidays and birthdays and whatnot but it's always a little awkward. My mom passed the news that I'm expecting to him recently and now he's even more uncomfortable talking to me and doesn't know what to say to me.

Anyways, I found out today that he fell off of a two story house and broke his back, hip and possibly hurt his head but he's coherent and being flown to a hospital. I was shocked and... just not really envious of the situation he's in and feel bad for him but I'm not really feeling much else about it. If that happened to my mom, I'd be inconsolable but I'm just not... anything about it. It makes me feel guilty, like I'm a bad person for not caring that much. I'm not even sure why I'm writing this, like maybe I want to be told I'm a horrible person for not feeling anything. I don't know. Has anyone ever been in the same position? Also, I've got no clue what group to put this in so my apologies if this one isn't right.