I just don't know.....

Kat🎀 • Married to the love of my life, high school sweetheart, my best friend. Mother of two boys and an angel baby❤️❤️❤️
Hello Ladies and Gents, 
Well I got my positive test after a miscarriage in March. I was excited at first but now I don't know if this is what I want. My husband is excited. But I feel stressed about it. I'm scared of loosing another one. I'm stressing cause my husband works out of town all the time and when I mean all the time I mean he's been one week since December, home on the weekends. I don't want to do this alone or what will feel like alone. We have two boys already. I'm hoping for another boy because I don't want the drama of a girl, lol I can't handle myself sometimes, lol. Ladies any advice or just some words of encouragement.