I Miss You

Not my rapist, but the thing he gave me. A baby. He got me pregnant. And I thought things were going to be okay. I fell in love with this tiny thing in my belly. 
I woke up at 3 am one morning everything soaked in blood and unbelievable cramps.. luckily my mom bought it as my period but she never knew I just lost something so precious.
I had calculated her due date. She would be two today. And I mourn and miss this life that although was created from darkness was finally something good.