Driving Me Crazy!!

Grace
So I am on CD 47 and haven't started. I've had some very light spotting for about 4 days since I ovulated, but that's it. My average cycle is 34 days, but I am a little irregular. I tested on day 39 and it was negative, and then I tested again today and it was negative. It's seriously driving me crazy! I just want AF to show up! Or to finally get my BFP. Anyone else in this boat?