I have really bad PCOS... my whole life I struggled with large cysts on my ovaries and the rupturing of them. I was even told they would leave scar tissue on my ovaries, losing my possibility and chance to conceive. This past year, my love and I have been TTC. Every month I imagined Pregnancy symptoms and psyched myself out just to come out disappointed. I blamed myself. I felt so low. I didn't even want to try any more just for the mere fact that I became depressed. Let down.