drinking when my husbands an alcoholic

My husband is a recovered alcoholic so we don't keep liquor in our house...  but momma loves a good margarita. He knows I have drinks with my mom sometimes when we go out for lunch and he's okay with that because he's not there. BUT I have a secret. He plays soccer every Friday night from 7 to 9 during the day I go out and buy a bottle of tequila and drink 2 or 3 margaritas after I put the kids to bed. Brush my teeth and put everything away before he gets home. He has no idea. All he knows is the sex is super bomb every Friday 😂😂😂  Mind you I put the alcohol in a place he would never find it. Am i horrible ? Being a stay at home mom can be so stressful and sometimes momma just needs a drink. He has no idea. I guess this was somewhat of a vent post but I'm open to opinions..anybody else want to share there dirty secret? Lol