So I just found out that I'm pregnant again. This is my fourth pregnancy. I miscarried three times before all within the last year with the most recent on May 18th. Not sure how to feel, I can't even get excited about it. And of course it happens while I'm in the middle of starting my new job so my insurance from the previous job is now inactive and i can't really go to the doctor just yet. Has anyone ever felt like after several miscarriages that you just don't care cause it's happened so many times and try not to think about it? That's where I'm at right now 😔