I'M ANGRY

I find myself thinking about getting pregnant pretty often. I've always dreamed of being a mother. Of starting a family. My boyfriend have started TTC at the beginning of January. In may I went to the dr and they did an ultrasound the doctor says I have polycystic ovaries. I asked him if it would hinder my chances of becoming pregnant and he said yes... I am becoming angry. Angry at the fact that I can not get pregnant. Angry that my boyfriend and I love each other so much and we haven't been blessed with a baby. I'm so lost and I don't know what to do. I'm so angry. Please someone help me. How do I stop being angry at the world? How do I stop envying others with babies? How do I become myself again??