I am 12w2d and my first appointment was at 9 w3d where I saw a HB of 177. Doctor told me everything looked good but the wait is killing me. I don't see him again until almost 15w. I am so scared I am going to have/having a MMC. I bought a sonoline Doppler and can't find a heartbeat- I've watched all the YouTube videos and everything. I thought I would feel better after I hit 12 weeks and we were planning on announcing today to our families but I don't feel any better than I did weeks ago because I have no idea what's going on. I could think I'm 12 weeks and have a baby that stopped growing weeks ago 😞 and all I can think about is having a baby that isn't growin anymore and not knowing because I'm waiting so long between appointments ☹️