why do I feel like this..?

I was excited of having a newborn.. I still am. I love him more than life it's self BUT my boyfriend never puts him down and I'm so glad that he loves him and wants to be around him 24/7 but I need love and attention too. I'm going through a lot and need him and don't have his attention and I'm beginning to feel jealous towards my baby and now guilty because it's not his fault. He needs it more than me. I haven't talked to my boyfriend about it because he may think I'm crazy or get mad. I'm not sure what he will think but.. Has anyone else felt like this..? If so please PLEASE let me know so I feel better.