Feeling hopeless and down ☹️ 39+3 weeks

My due date is june 22nd and I am 3cm and 80% effaced. I have had two membrane sweeps, had sex, walked uphill, drank RL tea, taken epo... and still nothing... what's wrong with my body. With my first I went into labor at 37+3. I have prepared everything and prepped everything for this baby but he just doesn't want to show. How do I distract myself? i feel so hopeless and depressed..