not sure what to think

Ann ☆ • No one is going to hand me success. I must go out & get it myself. ♡ ¤
I had lost my son back in February due to a still birth I cry each day I'm 5 days shy from
AF the First Response was taken Saturday morning and the clearblue was taken tonight with a digital saying not pregnant!! I'm also feeling crampy with discouragement:( of sadness missing my baby boy :(