I feel guilty?

abusive relationship a few months ago). So to go from that to what I have now I wouldn't trade it in the world. So in high school one of my high school friends told our mutual friends how he felt about me constantly. And he hopped from girlfriend to girlfriend and I never felt the same about him other than the occasional lustful thought. But I never hinted to him that I wanted him in any way possible. So it came back up last night with our friend (a whole ass year later), and this morning He texted me and I told him what was up. (How I never liked him, just lusted, how I did notice his feelings but we were just friends and I was talking to someone at that time and then had my abusive relationship. And when I acted around him was just me being lonely and trying to recover. And how I have a whole ass boyfriend and how I love him.) he said it's okay, and he still had feelings for me and we can be friends. And I just told him no bc I know what that feeling is when someone you really like someone they don't return the feelings. I just needed an outlet to rant and let this off my chest. I'm telling my boyfriend of course because I would feel some type of way if this happened to him and he didn't say anything. So I'm done now. Have a great day everyone and positive vibes. ❤️😌✨