You may not remember who I am. It happened when I was 3, and now I'm 17. Those days when you used to touch me and threaten me not to tell anyone or you'll hurt my mom fucked me up. First of all I started masturbating at age 3 which is not normal, but that's not the bad part. You made me feel worthless growing up and let other guys touch me when I didn't wanna get touched. I was left speechless and couldn't speak up because I felt too scared, but mainly embarrassed. You stole my childhood away from me and made me grow up scared and knowing more than a young kid should. I don't remember much, but I  remember the feeling. It hurt and stung the first time, and I have a memory of being in the car and it hurt down there, but I didn't  tell anyone because I believed you when when you said that you would hurt my mom. What's worse is that you also did it to my identical twin sister and fucked her up even worse. I never really knew who you were, just that you were my dad's friend. I wish I could do more to stop you from other incidents with other innocent children, but I don't remember you, just what you did to me.