back again

Ashley
So I wrote before about how my boyfriend treated me bad and I needed help to know if I should leave him, well I'm back again to tell you I keep trying to leave him but it's not working I haven't seen him but he still messaged me and I tell him I don't want to be with him that I'm not happy anymore with him and he always says it's because I'm cheating and that I'm a whore now but he doesn't try to see me and only cares about getting High after we lost our baby.
I'm getting tired of him to the point I want to change my number and leave my city forever. 
I don't know what more I can say to him to leave him... or for him to get it ...
We were trying for a rainbow baby but my period is suppose to come tomorrow and I pray it does. It sounds so bad but I deserve so much better. I work so hard and all he does is get high he doesn't work or even help me