feeling so emotional..

So today my husband and I got into a really big argument over something so little. My emotions have been all over the place to the point where I feel like I'm starting to feel depressed. During our argument he was calling me very mean names and I tried to hold back but I just couldn't. Now my 10 year old daughter tells me that he told her I shouldn't be having kids because I can't handle the pregnancy! This has tore me to pieces😢 I have been wanting a baby so bad and prayed for this baby and I "thought" this pregnancy was planned but now after hearing what my daughter told me I'm completely heart broken. I'll be 18 weeks on Tuesday and I'm now wanting to give birth(c-section) alone...I want to bring in my precious little baby into this world alone but at peace..am I wrong for wanting this?