another month, another BFN. feeling sorry for myself 😔

Feeling discouraged, took a first response gold digital, AF due in 4 days...all signs point to no. If I was pregnant I should have seen a BFP right? Should I give up on this month? Anyone had any false negatives with digital tests? Sorry to whine I am just feeling beat down by this whole process. Doesn't help that I have gone to 3 baby showers this month. I love my friends but this is becoming harder every month. People make such insensitive comments like "better hurry up you two and make a baby" and it takes everything I have not to scream back at them "WE'VE BEEN TRYING!!!!" Ugh sorry to rant just feeling terrible this morning 😢 thanks for listening ❤️