Just about me

I'm realized I was different when I was 16 that I was attractive to the same sex but I was really to myself because my dad wasn't going to support me and when I turned 20 I told my mom just told me I was just going through a phase but I kept telling her but there was no use. Through the years I guess I just kept it to myself and and just put up with being with guys. I hated myself cause I wasn't confident to put myself out there but I didn't want to disappoint my parents but I was unhappy. I didn't know what to do. But 2 years ago I met this guy who sweft me off my feet and I love him but I can't help but feel like I need to at least try and feel what it's like to be with a woman but I don't want to hurt his feelings cause he knows I find women attractive but yeah. I do like woman