how do i tell you i'm in love with you still?

Dear Sebastian,
if there were words i could say to you, i'd tell you i loved you over and over again. no matter what i keep coming back to you all these years, waiting, wanting to grow old with you. even our parents said we would be together forever, and we were only 12 and 13. i keep waiting here hoping one day you'll fall in love with me like you did when we used to walk behind your road and go back to the empty fields by your house. i hope you fall in love with me like you did the one day when you couldn't wait to surprise me with a rose. i remember everything, and i probably will for the rest of my life. i really believe you're my soulmate Bash, and i know you don't the same things as me, but god, am i still in love with you. i'll wait Sebastian Gerald, ill wait.
Love, 
"Venus"