Im struggling really hard with getting over the father of my baby thats due in september, ive been with him for 2 years and he left the moment i said i wouldnt get an abortion but then he keeps coming back into my life and leading me on only to realize he doesnt want to be with me and its happened 3 times so far but im so like in love with him i keep letting it happen and i know i cant stop it from happening again bc i still have hope and i know for sure i shouldnt but uhgg im being really bad about this.