why would he tell me this?

For two to three days my sex drive isn't very high. Which is normal for me. I go through a sprout of intense hormones and then it just dies off. I am a rape and assault victim but I never well tried to never have that affect on my love life. Well I'm during downfall of my sex drive and my fiancé just said that I'm acting like ok going through menopause and I can't keep up with him. Why would he tell me this? He knows my past... I started to cry because now all I feel like I'm just a toy to him and have to be ready when he wants. He tries to make me feel guilty for not being in the mood. It's not much of a question, more of a vent. Im hurting and idk why.