I just lost my everything

Cristal🇧🇸🇭🇹✨
I just got out of a 4 year relationship idk if I'm pregnant I'm lost im in so much pain it hurts so bad . I'm crying so hard I could barely breathe. Please help. I hate this so much my heart is shattered I can never love again 💔 it hurts so bad the pain is so unbearable. Idk how to get through a second heart break from my first love