I'm 21 weeks and 5 days pregnant and my boyfriend left me. He accuses me of cheating and having two phones and all this bullshit when I do nothing but put him first in everything. He isn't working since I got pregnant maybe before. Well for almost two years he has been on and off. I've been the one paying EVERYTHING!!!! His gas so he can go off to any place except being by my side. I'm cried so much begging him that why doesn't he give me time. I even offered to pay him to at least give me 5 minutes of his time. He blocked me from fb and doesn't want to add me and I found out he was talking to another person and sending each other nudes like wtff and I still forgave him for it. He got mad when I got mad and cried while I was confronting him. Right now he insulted me sooo freaking bad saying that hopefully I don't get pregnant again by another guy cause I'm always going to be alone. No one will want to be with me. He said s much men things to me and I can't believe he did. I'm here trying to relax for my baby's well being I had two still births and I don't wanna lose this one. How do I move on how do I deal with this pain I'm feeling. This frustration of me wanting him to come back asking for forgiveness. I don't know what to do anymore 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔