5 days late

I'm 5 days late, have a cycle normally between 24-28 days, we have been trying but now I'm late I'm petrified to do a test, bit of a back story;

With my first I had horrendous problems with my kidneys which seemed to be solved with my second but my second daughter was 10 weeks premature due to placenta and bleed in my uterus.

I desperately want a third but scared to do a test and then what if it's negative I've panicked for no reason 😑