I just got home from my ex boyfriend's house and right now I'm a bit traumatized lol. We hadn't seen each other in years, so when we reconnected on social media, I thought that maybe we could start a friendship. So I go to his house and we're talking and watching TV. But um long story short we're in his bed making out and grinding against each other. I had never kissed him before tonight bc we weren't really affectionate when we dated (plus we didn't date for long) so kissing him was a first for me. And it was awful. Idk if he doesn't have experience or what but he basically attacked my face with his tongue. He felt me up a little bit and was really getting into it, but I was not having fun at all. And when he decided to BITE MY TONGUE, i was completely over it. So I made up an excuse and left.

And yeah, I know I shouldn't of seen him at all in the first place but I don't have any grudges towards him bc of our past and I have no problem with him being in my life again. And I was curious about what it would be like to kiss him. But now I know...sigh. I feel kinda bad for hating it so much. Poor guy.

Idk what the point of me posting this is but I needed to get this off my chest.