Venting. Please send feedback

My boyfriend works out of town and keeps talking about having a baby. I would prefer him to be home for good if we had a baby. But he can't come home because his job on the road pays really good and he pays for his parents house along with ours. He pays for his parents house because he feels bad that they raise his nieces since his brother died. This might sound really selfish but I'm not okay with that. Because of that ordeal, he can't come home and have a family because he has to stay on the road and make bank to support his parents. So frustrating. And when I try to talk to him about it he just says he doesn't want to talk about it.