Frustration doesn't begin to explain...

Samantha

Me and hubby have been ttc for 8 months now and every month it gets harder to get a negative especially since my cycle is all over the place. I'm currently on my 42nd cycle day and no period in sight. Took a test and another negative. I have crazy headaches, I wake up exhausted, horrible heartburn and nausea, bloated, constipated. You name it in going through it right now. I have a horribly nasty attitude too and zero patience. When I Google those symptoms it says pregnancy and then I get a bfn???!! Sigh this is so frustrating. I conceived with my 2 boys having irregular periods, they weren't planned, but I find planning this is more stressful than when I found out I wad pregnant and not having a plan. I'm not even sure im liking for advice right now I just need to know im not the only one going through this cuz it feels like it. 😣😥

Update: on my 47th cycle day and 14 days late on my period! Went to make an appointment with my gyn and now they don't accept my new insurance. 😡

Update 2: Spoke with my mom and best friend. They both think im pregnant. My mom is trying to pull some strings (I go to the gyn where she works) and get me in for my insurance. BBT went up again took another test and got another negative. WTH!??!?!?!?