Stupid period...

I was late 1 month, got a faint positive , or so I thought... stupid period had to show up Friday. I seriously just feel like giving up. All I see are women announcing their pregnancies and soon to be moms announcing their babies genders and I just cry. I cry when I get my period, I cry when I see babies, I just can't do it anymore. My husband is so great and supportive by I feel like a fucking failure to him. The one thing I've always dreamt of and wanted and I can't even do it. I'm sorry if I'm being annoying, I just need to let this out. Going on month 10 of trying. It's been 5 months since my miscarriage. And nothing seems to get better. 😔