Anxiety over becoming a mom? (FTM)

Antonietta • 🇨🇦Mommy to Osiris and Athena💙🦋.

I hope I'm not alone. 32w 1d today and I'm not scared of being a mom but my fear comes with "what if I'm not a good mom". Crying as I write this because I just have so many thoughts (and probably hormones) bouncing around that it's causing me not to sleep. When I do sleep, I dream of my little one or other weird things (like my SO cheating, though he never would, or me being in weird situations that I can't escape so I cry out loud in my sleep). I've had these anxious thoughts for about 2 weeks now and the other night laying with my SO in bed I cried over it. He kissed me on the forehead and asked what was wrong. I replied with "what if I'm not a good mom?" To which he replied "you're going to be the BEST mom". I guess it's just the fear of the unknown for me. I'm just grateful to have such great support. Does anyone else feel this way?