2WW is THE WORST..feeling out!

Well..today is my 34th birthday, waited until today which is 6 days past my IVF transfer to POAS..hoping for a perfect bday present, and it was negative! 😔 I know it is kind of early, but I've had period-like cramps for the past 4 days and started lightly spotting yesterday so am really feeling in my heart I am out of this cycle. Devastated and finding it hard to stay positive at this point. This waiting game is by FAR the worse part of the whole IVF process!