40 and 3 *RANT*🤦🏻‍♀️

Due date July 8 and this little boy is still holding on! 36 weeks I was at 1cm and 60% effaced with a lot of "lightning pain" thinking I was at least heading in the right direction and here we are🤦🏻‍♀️ last night was the first night I felt any significant pain that might be the sign of labor but just felt crummy today. I've had 6 babies be born around me to friends and family and it's killing me! Appointment Thursday..but they don't seem in any rush. I'm just uncomfortable and ready to hold my little guy😩💙