,baby at 39 weeks exactly!!

STarted with pink creamy jelly discharge and fluids leaking I started having contractions at home 6 min apart for like 20 min then 4 min for an hour then to 3. Was unaware I was actually leaking my water. Rished to hospital because the pains were so bad got there was in natural labor for 14 hours with no progression in dilation they said I may have to grt epidural and potocin and I didn't want that at all ;/ I was in so much pain after having contraction every 3 to 4 min some where 2 min apart my uterus was so sore and my back. They then had to go ahead and grt my doctor in I got th e e at 115am the 9th 'ontractions started at 1030pm the 8th. My doctor came in k owing my birth plan and how I was agaisnt the meds but she said Iwas going to have to try epidural then pictocin to see if it helps dilate me then if not c section well they give me that and I'm out of it cant feel co tractions for like 4 or 5 then they start to come on hard again worse than b4 but with no dilation I was only a 3. And 80% effaced but baby was not comming down they then said they were going to have to prep me for emergency c section I had a fever 102.1 and skylar my baby girl was flat lining did emergency reactions my hubby came back was so supportive still is and they got her out which I could feel the pulling I heard her crying and there was something wring I peaked over and she was purple. They told me she was okay hubby walked out and tnext thing I know they are giving me morphine baby is being carried out hubby I didnt have time to panic I passed out woke up ready to see baby I get to post partum room and my baby wasnt there I didnt freak out becuase Ryan was so calm and said everything was okay that her doc would be in ere soon to tlk to us. She has pneumothorax her right ling collapsed ;/ they had her airlifted 3 hrs away which onky took them 18 min she is still there 3 hrs from me as I heal at home. The drive kills me I got to see her for first time this am had her July 9th 603 pm. $He is now breathing on her own ans working on eatting from a bottle I am breastfeeding so they are using a special bottle (: as long as she eats and can stay away from the oxygen stuff then we will find out tomorrow when she gets to come home to us. Thank god for being by our side. It is still hard to be without her.