So my boyfriend and I have been in a relationship for 11 months now.. almost a year. The love I have for him is so crazy you guys, like I would do anything and everything for him. I'm so happy with him, I support his goals and achievements. I try to be the best girlfriend possible. For a while now we've been bickering over little things that are mostly about me and the natural way of how I am. I feel like he wants me to be something I'm not and I feel like the person you love and that you're with should be perfect in your eyes... there should be nothing you wish to change about them. That's how I look at him. He doesn't feel like the most attractive guy, but I always make him feel like he is. It's not his looks that attracted me, it's his personality and demeanor and I still think he's handsome in every way. Me on the other hand, people tell me I'm pretty but I have big insecurity issues and I never believe when they say that. I have a lot of self doubt. I don't have the best clothes so I'm not trendy or whatever.. and I like to party but I know there's a specific crowd I like to surround myself with so wild, crazy, unsafe parties aren't really my cup of tea. And I'm only 19, I don't drink..