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Him to come back. Eyes popping out and accusing me of alsorts or very sleepy drunkish talking rubbish. I'm sick of this. Just when we go good he will fall off the band wagon and go missing for days. I've just moved into a new home with him which, I payed for myself as he has lost his job 4 weeks ago. I feel pretty useless as I go to work long shifts and have to go find him if he isn't home as we only have 1 set of keys. (Due to being new house) anyway I'm back from work at 9 pm. No sign. I walk to the nearest local about 9.40 being I've done this before only to come up to me handing me 100 pound towards our new sofas. Saying he deserves a night out ect. He didn't even care about me being locked out. Anyway

We row. And get over it I fall to sleep, he has just woke me up accusing me of cheating, to them day he wantsoneu to go get some diazepam to sleep off a local snack head. 20 pound I gave him as I wouldn't have any sleep otherwise. And still no

Return. Half a hour later. What do I do 😪 I love him so bloody much it hurts.