Now I'm ready

I had an abortion my freshman year of college (about 6 years ago)...the father was a real dickhead and I knew I was making the right decision. We stopped all communication, he didn't even check to see if I actually went through with it. A few months afterwards, I met the love of my life 😍 5 years later we are talking about family planning and I'm getting baby fever just thinking about being a life into this world with him. But sometimes I still think about how my life would be if I actually had hat baby