No support.

I'm kindve going through an anxiety moment. All my life my parents have told me that I'm going to be a doctor, I accepted it at some point and eventually revolved my entire life plans around the schools I need for it to become true, never once thinking about financial issues since they always told me that I never needed to worry about it, that they had it covered. I prided myself in being someone with big dreams and the passion and motivation it takes to achieve them but about 4 months ago my father told me that he is no longer supporting me. Today I was thinking of ways I could pay for college by myself and after hours of researching i sat back and realized how almost impossible its going to be. I went from having everyday planned out to losing my shit because I no longer know whats gonna become of me. I needed to vent.