Opinions ?

Ok so we just delivered our baby that had a fatal condition (anencephaly) the baby passed away due to this condition and we are so sad and devastated and I never thought we would go through something like this

Well prior to delivering the baby we had a applied for a new apartment because we need a 3 bedroom since we have 3 children

Our beautiful angel was our 4th we are waiting on the manager to call us but she said it's most likely yes we get it because we're just transferring within the same complex

Well my question is is it bad if we move ? Like morals in regards to the baby I feel so guilty I was telling my husband I feel like the baby will be mad that we're moving and everything

But I am so sad I feel so guilty to do anything even when I eat I feel guilty because my poor baby isn't here enjoying life and idk my husband says we should still move its nothing wrong but idk i feel like just staying where we are and not moving I don't want my baby to think we're moving forward fast because we're not

My baby is on my mind literally all day long I miss my baby so much